Ghosts from the Past

                Have you ever received a text, email, or even a phone call from one of your exes or old friends that you wish you could forget about? Today a very old friend of mine who I dated once, found me in facebook to find out what I was up to. He wrote to me asking me questions about my love life, school and my old boyfriend Tom. They were best friends, the kind that would do stupid things just for fun. He asked if I was still with him trying to get information to see if I was available for him. Of course I let him in with all the glory details. No I'm single recently, yeah that happened 7 years ago, and the famous one really we dated. After all the messages and gossips we caught up to. He asks me if I'm still single and ready to mingle. LOL. In this moment you are probably thinking maybe "I should date him" but in reality you don't want to. You want a man who can support you in every way possible. Who treats you like a princess or better a queen. You don't need a man who just wants to date you cause you're pretty. Once you are single men start popping out of no where. They can pop from school to technology. If you want to date an old friend of yours, you guys will probably have nothing in common. You've out grown from the immaturity and things you used to do. Its a lifestyle that all us women done for many years. If you want talk to the guy but don't date him. You might never know if he can be the one guy that can truly mess you up. Have many friends not many boyfriends like my mother always says.

Four letters, One word, Eternity of Pain and Happiness

           Love.What is love really? When we were little kids, we would watch movies, tv shows, and even read books about love. Snow White for example, only had 90 minutes to find her Prince Charming. All she had to do was sing and eat a poison apple to find her Prince Charming once again. How am I suppose to know about love? If my family has bad luck with love ever since my great grandparents time. Maybe it happened earlier. Who can say that I'll be able to find the man who should be the man or husband in my life. My parents are divorce and I don't want to be divorce too. How am I suppose to find someone when I hardly have role models who last in a relationship? Dear Lord, find me a good man.